Saturday, August 1, 2009

Anticipate: Sunday Scribblings

"Don't wish your life away."


It's something my mother always said to me. I think it comes in the Mother's Handbook. [I'm only sorry that I left my copy at the hospital on the day I took my first born home. Who knew I'd never be able to get my hands on another copy? Poor kids.]

"Anticipate," Sunday Scribblings offers up this week. "What are you looking forward to, for better or worse?"

I don't associate the word "anticipate" with anything negative, only positive. The anticipation on Christmas Eve. The night before your wedding. The days leading up to a child's birthday. The grand opening of a candy store right on the main street in your town. The build-up to going to visit your family for an extended vacation.

That's anticipation. That's excitement. That's the SQUEEEEEEE feeling you get.

As for me? I'm an Eeyore. I don't anticipate. I dread. Surrounded by Pollyannas, I squawk, "Polly is going to choke on a cracker." I fixate on the child getting another year older. On the letdown Christmas morning often brings to an excited kid. On the loss of another summer to a new school year. On the plane inevitably crashing before reaching its vacation destination.

Screw Kilroy. Killjoy is here.

9 comments:

Jennifer Hicks said...

there's something to be said for taking precautions because of your anticipation....as long as it doesn't paralyze you!

gautami tripathy said...

I too think of anticipate as a positive word!

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Tara R. said...

Unfortunately most of what I'm looking to is not anticipation of a positive, but the dread of a negative.

I don't want to be an Eeyore, but I have little to be excited about lately. *sigh*

Dee Martin said...

Kilroys and killjoys - they seem to come in cycles don't they? The good thing is that as long as you remember it's a cycle you can tell killjoy to shut up - killroy is on the way! :)

I lost that mother's handbook too - reckon it skipped a generation.

Anne said...

I tend to be the same way. I try to think of the positive, but I am always worried the worst will happen. Sometimes I wish I could be more upbeat.

quin browne said...

i am a hopeful pessimist.

it's a good life.

Old Grizz said...

Old Grizz likes to anticipate the good. to much worry is not good

Laurel said...

oh the responsibility of getting old. its a bugger for sure.

Janet said...

Christmas night was always the worst, after everything was over.
From one Eeyore to another. I tend to dread rather than anticipate as well, today being a prime example.

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